Alvin’s Weblog

Now, don’t blame me for not blogging a lot lately. I have been seriously stuck up with work. No crap, I am now rushing for a deadline which is supposedly due today. I don’t think, no no, make that, I can’t deliver today.

I hate it as a programmer that sometimes, a small tiny little bug can take such a long time to resolve! When you do get the solution to the problem, you feel a sense of relieve and joy in you, but you can’t help cursing at the blardy time it took for you to resolve the issue. You’d be thinking to yourself, “Had I thought of this earlier, I would have done much more, or I could have finished up by now!”

So busy am I that I could only spare some time at 2 a.m. in the morning to voice out what I am feeling inside. So busy am I that I am literally thinking about my work 24/7. Thinking about how I am going to resolve my issues at hand. I bought 2 Death Note manga and hadn’t the time to read them just yet. Alright, I have flipped through the first one a little, and it is interesting, damn it! Alas, I’ll only be able to read them when I feel more relaxed.

It’s not helping that I have clients calling me everyday on sales and also technical support. It’s also not helping that I literally have to take everything into my own hands as jobs I delegate to people just end up getting plenty of rhetorical inputs from me. So much so that, I literally end up doing them myself.

Ya, ya, I know some people are going to say to me, “You don’t have anything to do but to grumble? It seems to me this is the most stupid blog I have ever came across. You write nothing good but criticizing people and also grumbling all day long.”

Truth is, I am in such a state that I am in no mood to write entries that are meaningful. Yes, I could have chosen not to write anything instead, but at the end of the day, it is my blog. 10 years down the road, when my life changes for better or worse, I could read back knowing how I felt and what I did at this moment in time. It’s all about my life document. As it is, you can see that my life isn’t exactly satisfactory so here goes another rant about my life.

I have intended for this post to be of something like a food post or a picture post but since I don’t have the time to and I am just blogging to document my life at this point in time, here it is. Another piece of entry to remind myself of how important it is for me to get higher up in life so that I could be enjoying rather than suffering. Anyway, it’s getting late, so I better be off to bed before my lack of sleep take its toll on me. Nitez people and cheers!