Alvin’s Weblog

12.45 P.M., 27 June 2005

Pardon my vulgarity but I just have to get this all out. Guess what, another extreme stupidity of mine got me into deep shit again. This time, it’s all about the paranoia. Why the fuck am I such a paranoid? That, I just can’t seem to comprehend. As of today, I am officially called a perfect idiot. Only an idiot makes the same mistakes twice and yeap, that’s who I am!

I screwed up my Java examination by being so so so so fucking careful with what I have to write and being the long winded person that I am, I elaborate the terms to perfection. To my fucking dismay later on, I fucking spent most of my time on the front part of the examination and did not have enough time left for the remaining parts of the examination. The examination consisted of 5 questions and to add salt to the injury they were further broken down to at least 5 parts per question. What the fuck was that? With that amount of questions, the amount of time and also given the blardy amount I wanted to write, 4 hours would do better. I’d rather they had less questions but with more related questions. That way I could do with 3 hours.

Oh what the hell, what is done is done. No returning. Yea, easier said than done. Perhaps it’s just me being the idiot. It seems that others don’t seem to have that problem except for me! The pure idiot! I am going to fuck myself so badly if I screw up this paper. Cross your fingers and pray for me guys. I just hope I don’t flunk this exam due to my stupidity. Just to conclude things, I am so sorry for the vulgarity but I am just in that “DAMN IT” mood right now! Oh man, I just feel like slamming my damn head on the wall right now for being so stupid!